I miss my chidern?

my kids father want let me see they kids becase he hates my husbend becase my husbend told him off about the what my child abuse and neglect that he did uley abuse that is stepson that he did to my girls and yes we did report it and the c.p.s and the little boy that did it admited to doing it but any ways the judge sad that i was on fet because i left my ex husbend and the courts dont belive me when i tell them he hide them from me and he is was adbuse of to me and i have police reports from cali and kansas but the still denay me my rights and belive its because he is mason and so is the jugde