What kind of relationship should I have?

First, thank you for your humorous answer to my question ;). Now for yours- I have felt the same way. Attracted to the same . I even went to gay bars a few times and flirted around. But the thing for me is- I might want to experience a woman but I know that I am not gay because if I were, I would always be attracted to women and not men. When I have a crush on someone- it is always a man. I don't ever see a woman and think that I would truly want to have a relationship with her. So if you feel yourself leaning more toward the opposite time and time again with only a mild attraction to the same- you are probably just curious (as others have also said on here.) That's just my opinion!